So I ended the year of 2019 off mentally down, feeling like I didn’t have a purpose in life and wasn’t right sure what I was doing living it. So I decided I was gonna attempt to cut things out of my life to improve myself one of those things is drinking, now I wasn’t an alcoholic but I was abusing alcohol and becoming too dependent on it, waking up in the afternoon not remembering how I got home or more than half of my night. This lead to me almost making decisions I wouldn’t have been able to turn back on.
The second thing I’m cutting out is sexual lust so this includes pornography, fapping and even hooking up with girls I have no interest in committing to. Now I’m not saying these things are life ruining but they can sure help you feel worse when you’re not 100% and the pornography is an addiction that started at just 12 years old and every day now I regret discovering it.
So join me on this journey in me cutting bad things out of my life in the hope of finding a purpose or not even that really, in finding true happiness.
pursuitofhappiness 